Heidi's Confessional

[Heidi Strobel]

Just so you know:

I'm leaving for vacation tomorrow morning and will be gone for 1 week, so I'll have limited internet access. Confessionals probably will be slim to none, I'm not sure how much time I'll have to do challenges, cause when I do get online I'll need to check PMs to figure out which way to vote. I hope I can survive til I come back, I'll miss you both

Bootlist, just in case:

Austin
Court Y
Court M
Nat
James
Todd
Brett
Matty
Kelly

I should be on to vote though

[Host Sarah]

Excellent, thanks

[Heidi Strobel]

I'm baack

[Host Damien]

YAY <33

[Heidi Strobel]

Missed you !

[Heidi Strobel]

Okay so I'm back and the game is really getting interesting now. After talking to Matty he thinks that Kelly is a sab which I know to be true. He also thinks that Brett is the other sab. The fact that both of these people are in our alliance worries him, but honestly there isn't much the sabs can do at this point so I told him we might as well keep them in since they'll vote with us. He's really playing this game though, he has an entire boot list made up with us as the Final Two even though I think this is a Final Three but who knows.

Since Matty picked me to go to the Luv Shack with him I knew what his prize was, and he had previously told me that he was worried about Kelly getting a prize so I'm not shocked to find out that Matty stole Kelly's prize which she told me was an idol. So now Matty has an idol but me and Kelly both know about. So after having a strategy session with Kelly she wants to vote Todd out this round which is the general consensus and after that try and take out Austin. I believe the bootlist is Todd, Natalie, Austin, but Kelly thinks it would be beneficial to us to keep Natalie in as an extra vote and that is fine with me since I hate Austin. But after Matty stole her idol, Kelly wants to take Matty out. She wants to vote Todd out this round, then change the vote from Nat to Austin and use Nat the round after to vote Matty out with my double vote and we'll tell him the vote is Nat so he won't play the idol. After we discussed it more we figured it would be better to vote Todd this round and then blindside Matty next round since he can't play for immunity, but in reality I want no part in voting Matty out. I want to be in the Final Three with him and Kelly, so when Kelly tells me the plan is to blindside Matty I'm gonna tell him to play the idol. Things are only going to get crazier from here on out and I can't wait to see how everything happens. I think I'm in a really good spot though !

[Heidi Strobel]

Okay so this went from an easy vote to a not so easy vote. After talking with Brett he wants to take Kelly out this round. I agreed and he thinks I'm voting for Kelly along with him Austin Todd and Natalie but that is not the case. There was also word about a Final Four alliance of me Brett Matty and Nat but Matty and I have no intentions of honoring that. In fact, Matty wants to target Brett and Kelly in the upcoming rounds for being the sabs. I have no problem targetting Brett since he is going to be pissed at me when he realizes I didn't vote for Kelly this round, but I do NOT want Kelly out of this game regardless of if she is a sab or not. So next round we're going to have some work to do. Kelly wants to blindside Matty and I was originally going to tell him to play his idol but now I'm not so sure because if he does then Kelly will be idoled out. I'm juggling all these allies and my top 2 hate each other ! Ugh.

[Host Sarah]

Hope you choose the right choice for you in the game

[Heidi Strobel]

Thanks girl, what would have happened if I didn't use my double vote ?

[Host Sarah]

Everyone voted Todd, I totally forgot to put that you used the Double vote lmao, but I edited it. All good, it actually didn't change anything

[Heidi Strobel]

Dang it !

[Heidi Strobel]

YAYYYYYY I won immunity !!!! Not that I needed it, lol, I just wanted it. Austin even asked me at one point to let him get some points because he is the one who needed it. I told him that he was safe this round and he proceeded to tell me he would vote however Matty and I told him to ! Thats awesome ! I haven't really talked to Matty in a while, but the last I heard was he wanted the sabs out who we think are Brett and Kelly. Obviouslyyyy I don't want Kelly out even if she is a sab because seriously, what are they going to do at this point ?? The only thing they can do is sabotage our alliance but there aren't really any numbers elsewhere. So whatever. With Brett gone Matty will wanna vote Kelly off next, but Kelly has James wrapped around her finger and she also got Natalie to agree to vote with us cause no one talks to her. Poor Natalie. I still have to figure out what I'm going to do with this whole Kelly vs Matty thing. They want each other gone and since we know Matty has an idol Kelly is trying to figure out the best way to blindside him. If they do try to get rid of him I wanna tell him to play the idol, but I don't want Kelly to be the one that gets idoled out. So yeah, I'll cross that bridge when I come to it.

[Heidi Strobel]

It sucks that Kelly was voted out But at least I won immunity AGAIN HOLLA ! I was told by Brett and James that the vote this round is Brett, and that was a few days ago but I was still leary of a guys alliance and that I'd be the next to go so I knew it was realllyyy important for me to win immunity. It will be either Brett or Natalie going, and if its Natalie I'm gonna have to continue my immunity run otherwisee the boys will pick me offff.

[Heidi Strobel]

Okayy so Brett went, yay, but for some reason I'm still not 100% sold on the fact that Brett was the male sab. I think theres a chance he could still be in the game. I'm not sure if anyone else is feeling that way, but I doubt it, so I won't be able to make that argument to get a guy voted out this week. I believe it will be myself or Nat going. Matty and James both came to me saying we need to get rid of Nat because her free ride is up, and I kind of agree because she has some guaranteed jury votes if she makes it to the end. But then I hear from Nat that Matty and James told her the vote was me since I'm such a challenge threat and that she wants to blindside Matty and she has Austin's vote so all she'd need is mine to make majority. After talking to Matty about this, he said there is no way Nat has Austin's vote and that I don't have to worry. He apparently fed Nat a line of BS, something like vote with your heart or some crap, and he showed me the message voluntarily. I do trust Matty and I wanna be in the finals with him. I still wanna win immunity this round though

[Heidi Strobel]

Soooo Natalie showed me a convo between her and James basicallyyy exposing the guys alliance between Matty, James, and Austin. James told Nat the same thing he told Kelly before she got voted out, that the guys were together since Day One and he couldn't go against that. Which basicallyy means that I need to keep winnining immunity in order to stay in the game. Ugh !