Confessional

[Matty Whitmore]

SO Boston Rob decided to say my name? WTF. Guess whos going next lol. I mean really are you that dumb. But i do kinda wonder...Brett told me this. Would he happen to be a saboteur. And Rob not have said anything, idk. I just have to be suspicious of everyone. Me Russell and Brett kinda have a final 3 even though my main final 2 is with James. This is where i set myself up to be a villain because 2 of the 3 will not make it to final 2 obviously and Im sure I will make more deals as the game goes on. Watever. You can't worry about the things you don't know you just have to play with what you do know. And I know that i'm already the winner of this game .

[Host Sarah]

Glad you think that

[Matty Whitmore]

So new tribes, I like that and hate it at the same time. I like it because i needed some new people maybe new alliances can be born who knows. BUT now with the whole damn saboteur thing I can't be sure any of these guys will stay loyal to the 4 of us and will keep me safe. If i go I swear to god im ganna kick some ass. I have a villain side I want to use but everyone will then assume I'm the saboteur and then im gone. I don't like the twist because I can't play my game!

Now I want Heidi on my side. She will be that one girl sitting in the end. IDK why i want her I just do. I know I can't be with brett he is too liked and Russell will throw me under the bus. So final 3 me james heidi. Now if Heidi turns out to be a loss she can go soon. We have a 4-3 advantage and with no saboteur involved we will keep guys having numbers.

[Host Sarah]

I look forward to seeing your plan unfold. Will it work? We'll see

Any thoughts on the sabs? Who you might think they are? Two could be on your very tribe, one could be, even none of them.

[Matty Whitmore]

I think the guy is Russell. He just kinda fits the role well i know from experience. I hope to god its not any of the guys on my tribe caz we need to stay 4 strong!

[Matty Whitmore]

So If what the sab says is true FML. I would hate to have this many things stacked against me. Im really hoping its not true though. Me and Heidi now have a final 2 . Thats like my 4th final two. I now believe either austin or Russell is the sab and i think mayb monica? GOD I HOPE NOT HEIDI. That would just kill my game but we will see how it goes. Our tribes ganna win for awhile so thats always good HORRAY.

[Matty Whitmore]

So we finally merged and of course its paranoia heaven for me. I don't trust these people! I really think I can trust Brett for some reason. James I always have issues trusting for some reason but hopefully I will get past it. Heidi and I have a final 2. Brett and I have a final 2. James and I have a final 2. Someones not going to be happy . I want the final 6 to be Mula Mula because as much as I want extra guys there I cannot trust Austin. He told me he is not close with the Courtneys and I told them that they were voting him and he went and told them! UGH. PEOPLE ARE DUMB! I REALLY want Courtney Y out because I feel like she is my biggest threat competition wise. She also seems to have a pretty tight hold over some of the people seeing as no one wanted to vote her out. Courtney M will most likely go tonight which is fine but I would prefer the other. I may just feel like because it wasnt my decision it was the wrong choice. We will see how it plays out. All I know is I'm not going anywhere! I didn't want to be known as a threat but I think I'm to late for that and let alone there are still 2 saboteurs in the game so you can never feel safe. Im just going to try my best in every damn challenge and hope to come out on top.

[Matty Whitmore]

Final 9. Were starting to get closer and closer and I want it. I feel confident in my position in the game but then I feel paranoid that because of the amount of power I have that I will become a target. I want Courtney out so bad but James REFUSES to vote her. He kept telling me Austin but I think I have him with me so why not keep him around. I went behind James back last night and got the votes together for Courtney to go so that even if he won't vote with us we still have the numbers to get his BFF out. I think he is already playing for jury votes and that kinda pisses me off. It's like I do the votes and talk to make sure it's okay and he just doesn't vote with us and seems like a hero.

I now know the saboteur, or at least the guys. I am 100% sure that the saboteur is Brett. This really threw me off because i do/did trust him. I've been going over possible people and I just think it's the nice guy you wouldn't ever suspect. I still need to know the girls just because now I might want Heidi with me in finals over Brett.

I think I have started to form a bond with Kelly. Shes okay to talk to but would be HUGE competition in the end. The main problem with her is how do I get her out? I want to keep austin in this game as long as possible just as an assured vote on my side. Kelly and Heidi are tight and that worries me. I need to make them both like me more then the other. Kelly is going to be that immunity threat that is going to have to go before a final endurance competition which she could pull out and send me home with.

[Matty Whitmore]

LMAO. It's almost to easy at this point. Brett comes to me saying he wants kelly out soon. He wants a final 4 of me him heidi and natalie. It's just so funny that these people all think their in control. To bad brett and kelly will be joining the jury shortly. I have no convinced everyone that they are the saboteurs which works very well for me. If they are then i get them out. If their not i get the 2 biggest threats out.

Now onto my NEW prize. There was a lot of thought i put into this. At first I was going to take Todd's prize because he was going tonight. Then i decided Kelly was going soon. If she got a hint she was going she would use whatever her prize was to take me out. So I took it. LUCKY for me it was the HII. Couldnt have gone better.

So right now. Its going Todd this week. The either Kelly or Brett then the other. Then Natalie. Then Heidi, and me austin and james are final 3. Me and James will be sitting at the end!

[Matty Whitmore]

Final 4....I always knew id be here . Now the hard part....HEIDI HAS TO GO. I don't stand a chance in the finals against her. I really hope that me austin or james can pull off this win. If not Heidi will probably win this game. I would go all out for it but it would be so much harder to win. James and I are "targeting" each other this round lol. Were telling Heidi we want each other out in hopes that she will feel safe and not try as hard in the challenge. We really need her out. I hope that she isn't a bitter jury member either. I'm so excited that I had the sabs right and I was able to get them out! I think that says something about my game. I'm still pissed I'm a hero! I'm never a hero! I want so bad to be a villain. If I can win though it will all be worth it. That statement about tribal made me nervous. I hope it's a final 3. But I think I would get austins vote in the end so maybe it wouldn't be a bad thing. Just as long as it is me and James in the end just as it was planned!